Afro American - Absent lyrics

[Verse 1] Check Two geebs flow through my teeth before I hit the sink Brushing shoulders with demons It seems I've been out of reach Professor calling my name, only to see an empty seat The university needs an excuse so I'll make it brief Like whitey tighties, I battle nightly with likes you've never seen This sh** ain't quite right, I can feel it in my spleen The team saying that we could be Supreme If I used my head like Jimmy, but I'm distracted like Sheen To be or not to be, that is the question I'm shaking spears off the armor, don't forget I'm the best in The Head, even with the lack of bread but I ain't in a rush Because I know at the end, it's just crust And it makes sense that we'd resort, back to the beginning We're in the thick of it, so f** it I'm sinning Pretending that I'm not taking minutes off of daddy's life Send my condolences to the kids and wife [Hook] (x2) Old soul, young mind, same ol' depression All three combine in my reflection I hope I find what I've been missing But if I don't, you'll have to start cla** without me [Verse 2] I haven't seen my family in a while Maybe because I don't deserve to see their loving smiles Been so busy fighting myself I forgot I was the man of the house f**, wish I could help them out but I can't even a**ist Xavier My behavior's got me feeling like Oscar's neighbor Do me a favor and pull me out before sanitation does The grouch never leaving the couch probably needs a hug But affection never been the strong suit Lovers trying to make him taylor made since we were bumping Taylor Gang in the backseat, Tre rolled that heat and pa**ed it to me I puffed that tree, then pa**ed it to E who pa**ed it to Jo We smoked that dro around the same time Scott Free hit my cellular phone He said I wasn't alone, then he sent me some beats Rest in peace my brother, help me get off my feet [Hook] (x2) Old soul, young mind, same ol' depression All three combine in my reflection I hope I find what I've been missing But if I don't, you'll have to start cla** without me