Afflitus - Three Vs. Five lyrics

I've shut the last light out Bathed all my hope in doubt I won't be coming home tonight Left behind all the good things And focused on the fear you bring me Ashes and degradation say I'm right With my guard down I stood before you I fell for those motions that only you could do Nothing here ever shined as bright And still I see your face in every mirrored gla** Each day more difficult than the last to move on And all we have is this moment to dance All we have is this moment to dance Bring it back to where we were last What does it mean? If I'm striving to forget the years If we've grown apart Anything to take us back to the start Manipulate words to go against what we've said By the time you feel this I'll never be the same We felt more than we should have let Countless tears hidden by the rain Imagine what we could have been but we never could allow What some would dare to dream I knew it wasn't what it seemed Happiness left and loss took its place I can count the years by the lines in your face Scars from a past I can't erase