Aetherium - Visions Of (Dis)illusion lyrics

I jump in cold sea of misunderstanding I see the darkness rising in her eyes. I try to run but there is no place to hide Seeking for escape, bewildered I feel your sharp eyes in my back I hear your whispers, like poison I try to run yet I am paralysed. Lost my faith in humanity I see her pain and disillusion I no longer wish to be hurt Fragile see her stand there before the closed door By the hypocrisy To which I am subjected Is not the world better off without me? Unable to open it without my help I hear you whispering in my ear You are the queen of my world I hear you calling in the distance You try to pull me back to your world I try to cry, try to die, but there is something keeping me here It is the illusion of you, loving me Understanding me, giving me warmth Giving me strength, to hold on To be strong, to be warm and to be saved, and to be loved To be, happy, ever after being happy The illusion, disillusion I try to live happily in The illusion, disillusion But I can't stand the pain I hear you calling in the distance But I'm not listening anymore I hear you whispering in my ear Feeling your arms, around me I hear you calling in the distance But it's too late now You won't whisper in my ear again