Aetherium - Circle With The End lyrics

Over and over again Every time some history Every time other people, I am so stupid That I never learn how to control it for self-protection Friends always tell me too much how they do it Over and over again Circle with the end Every time a new one in my life Every time I try to do it right So it will be forever, so I will be so happy My feelings take control, I loose my mind They get scared of me Because there is too much trapped inside of me Circle with the end Over and over again So visitors eat me up from the outside to the inside and out again They use me until they are satisfied And then let me alone in the cold I rot away Nobody gives a damn about it My best creation, my whole self put into it Every time I start again, this will never happen again Now I've met someone I will not give in so easily He will have to fight for me He needs to give me the things that I wanted His feelings, his mind, his everything Then the end approaches and he says that I hurt him They hurt me so much How could it be that I must control myself, before everything turns once more into the circle with the end This time I do it to someone else I need to change and learn until I have found Cyclone of love I must forget the past Give it a new chance Before the circle with the end starts over and over again