Aetherium - Why, Do They Love Me lyrics

A tear of grief runs down my face As I watch how your coffin is brought to your grave And wonder how my love, oh my beautiful love, Had to die this unfair d**h The pain of loneliness is tearing me apart, now that your are gone People keep on saying: < Life goes on > But I do not want it to go on, not without my love Because she was my only reason to keep my life going The birds on the trees will never sound again so beautiful to my ears Why did this unfair d**h have take you away from me, why? I can not go on living in this pain There is no one to comfort me, or to keep me company Why are people so cruel, why did not they believe in our love, why? I might as well end it all, so I can join her Why did she die, why? There is no one to share my grief with That no could care about me They keep on treating me as if I did a crime When fell in love with you But I known that someday they will understand it, and wonder: ? A songless heart, a doubtful mind Is this the life, I have to live! When everything is so uncertain No girlfriend, no job, no future I am a failure of society:< so they say > I may give the impression, that I do not care about things ( Oh, if they only knew ) But I am just lonely Recently, I bought a gun, and it is lying next to me Oh, God, it looks so… Are people going to miss me When I am no longer around? I am going to end it now My loveless life, no longer worth living The pain since my love died I can no longer bear a last look at the picture of my family the question raises: < Do they love me >?