Aethere - Strain lyrics

Every time I open up I instantly regret everything Exposing the ins and outs I wonder what I was thinking Why I was so invested Why did it hurt so much Why did I let it consume I hope I can see What I can one day be Numb the feeling of being inadequate Close my eyes and breathe peacefully Without worry Without strain Taking on problems that are far too large Running towards a horizon that is way too far This pressure upon my shoulders Has caused me to crack Stress consumed I now sit and wait to be taken to the black Fighting off exhaustion Rising from fallen knees Worn illusions of a better life A better way, a better place Where nothing matters Nothing hurts Without worry Without strain This thought isn't the answer to my problems This will solve nothing So I'll long and wait to be done with the stress Without this strain