Aesztetik - SoCloseButSoDistantAtTheSameTime lyrics

[Verse 1] You are stuck in my heart But you are so far away That tears me apart I dont know what to say I feel you so close Even tho you dont care about me When i realized that my heart froze I just wanted someone to love me I appologize for everything that f**ed up Cuz thats the only thing i seem to do Maybe i should just shut up Cuz every word i say seems to hurt you [Verse 2] Everthing seems to hate me I can never be what the world wants me to be I try a lot but i always end up scarred I just wanna be burried in the f**ing grave yard Why continue when no one cares Im so full of despair You see my smile but you know im sad Its just because of the pills i had