Aesthetic Perfection - Devotion lyrics

Again I never wanted any of this Suspend A certain sense of ignorance And all I can do is give myself to you Becoming something that I despise And no matter where you are I am never far behind A friend Consumed by her emptiness Contempt For words spoken with indifference And now I see all you'll ever be Just a fading memory Pages burned so long ago And with the wind the ashes blow This is the final day Our feelings of hate A last emotion And could I ever get through All those things you do Without such devotion? I'd give my whole world for you I'd give my life up just for you And all these foolish things we do I try for I die for