Aesma Daeva - Disdain lyrics

The sun grow cold in the western sky And earlier and earlier The sun submits to the moons rise And after a summer of sorrow I now embrace myself for a winter of despair Every day d**hs hand grips me so much tighter And my mistakes are frozen in my mind Even though I've often questioned why he has placed me here I never had the motivation to challenge him I once had a name but you have forgotten me I still have a face one you could never forget Pale white And cold with sedation in my eyes Where there was once life I seem to be more machine than man Now a shadow of what I used to be With murder in my eyes and malice in my heart I drop the final curtain on the bloodiest of tragedies I quiver and shake with my remorse As I head back into the storm from which I was born. Now I know what it means to be alone Oh, what it means to be so cold A lonely a**a**in With no place to go A lonely a**a**in With no place to call home A lonely a**a**in With no place to call his own.