Aesja - Balance lyrics

[Verse 1: Aesja] It just so happens that I'd rather spend money on stu-sessions instead of clothes Spend time on writing instead of those boys Am always busy when you wanna go But it's so I can do whatever I want Flaunt whatever I bought And maybe purchase a yacht in a few years Don't get it wrong, I still had to look past the tears But I don't wear makeup so it never smears 'Cause I still have fears Here, there, everywhere I wanna go Always seems like it's too much to hold--balance And I get scared sometimes, what if my talent's not enough? But I have an angel watching from above [Chorus] But they probably wouldn't get it even if I gave it up And I'd definitely still bet it even when I don't have enough [Verse 2] And I can't wait 'til I'm riding in that drop top Audi Instead of saying hi to people in the halls who do nothing but doubt me--diss and down me See what you did on Instagram and Twitter? I had to unfollow and now you're bitter I don't have time to keep track with you Too busy racking up But you sacrifice a lot on the way to the top I lost some friends and I still wouldn't trade for a stop Crop them out the pic cause they all flopped And they act like they forgot Like I'm just an afterthought But what I have is nothing that you could've bought, would've bought--naw [Chorus] And they probably wouldn't get it even if I gave it up But I'd definitely still bet it even when they don't have enough