Aesja - October '10 lyrics

[Chorus: Aesja] It's more like what have they been there for? But I'm not gonna change their mind And they're not about to waste my time It's more like what have they done for me? But I'm not gonna spend my nights They'll just get left behind [Verse 1] Everything changed in 2010 with you Dougie Cried every day for two years straight, begging God to bring you back My life was completely black: no light at the end of the tunnel Seems like every emotion funneled But I'd trade everything in the world just to see you one more time They --- you and it's been three Not going to 'Bama I guarantee Really didn't need to see the debris Everyone that witnessed just fleed Everyone else watched on the sidelines when I came back like they were refereeing And I still dream of you reappearing Sirens blearing But no one helped, see? Still in disbelief Can't be real, won't be real; never be real to me [Chorus] [Verse 2] I'll never be sorry that the gift I've been given is mine And I can't go back and change time 'Cause if I could, trust I would've spent up, bent up, lent up my life to you But they cause all this chaos, talking ish behind my back I thought we were friends but I see where it's at Never matched my zodiac I could've, I should've been bitter But that's not how I work love, mess up and get left up They'll never understand that I only do this for my brother No one other than My angel, man Wish you could come back and we'd sit and make future plans [Chorus 2] It's more like what have they been there for? But I'm not gonna change their mind And they're not about to waste my time It's more like what have they done for me? Please don't sit and stare and Act like you cared when You were never there Man