Advocates - Grizzly Adams lyrics

I swear to you this happens every f**ing night Go on and test me, judge me just to pa** the time There's no excuse, so just cut me loose And I'll keep living it up I'll keep you close at hand Oh, deceiver you've got nothing on me You'll not replace what you never had You can't stand here; the ground will swallow you whole Don't say that we still have time My feet are firmly planted and you're six feet under ground Set free, alone in your desperate attempts To bring back ones who left you You fake, you f**ing fake Shallow words will fall upon these fragile ears Weighing me down, faded, I stare without reflection You never gave me what I needed, never loved without reprise And now you'll burn for it Hold me back, I can't control myself Keep me back, your worst nightmare, your ender Wear your captives like armour around you I swear to you this happens every f**ing night Go on and test me, judge me just to pa** the time There's no excuse, so just cut me loose And I'll keep living it up, living it up I wont let go of everything I held so close, you were never there I never felt you there, just an illusion of sympathy