Advent (MX) - Hopeless lyrics

Here I am Between shadows and silhouttes Wondering if I should rise? Here I stand all my demos again Painted images through my eyes Paths of fog Cover the edge of my soul No matter where I run I fall in the same hole My mind tries to scream But no matter how I try They don't let me stand and fly The only way To escape from here Is the same way You get on this I should ask my self If my time is near? I should ask my self If I should fear? This field of hopeless Is where I fail The end of this path It's the beginning of my life