Success is finding a seat on a crowded subway And not getting lipstick on my apple when I take a bite, say I shouldn't beat myself up over some added red pigment, say I shouldn't miss everyone as much I do and, hey I've been seeing older version of my friends in places today But they're distant and further away on crowded subways My stomach feels sick when I think of all the things I've messed up It is exhausting to feel like you're bad at everything What is success if you're just feeling like it all s**s? I guess I'll try again? Try to find some meaning in this plan I guess success is finding a seat on a crowded subway So I'll wipe the lipstick off my apple and sit comfortably