[Verse 1: Kevin Hackett] My hearts been heavy First day of 12th grade, I'm not ready Surrounded by fake friends that I've lost faith in Over the past years I've lost too many I feel alone in these halls With everybody walking in 'em I should probably give God a call, but I've been feeling too lazy to be talking with him I'm caught in rhythms and honestly, I don't even know what I've been called to be What I'll do after school? It's been hard to see Still scared of the future, it's dawned on me Ever since they started partying I couldn't relate I'm an outsider, fingertips grip the gate Tryna find myself in a different place Cause this life's my hell and I just hope things change [Hook: Kevin Hackett] Tryna find my way And make a great escape All these thoughts that k** me They don't see the real me Tryna find my place Live in my pain now Oh, don't let me let you down [Verse 2: Kevin Hackett] Thank God things changed Last day of 12th grade and I'm ready Cause I found real friends who helping me heal and deal with these issues and keep me steady Never fall God's pickin' up even if I didn't call Felt lost and in love, I was living in it all They were chugging beers, I just didn't get involved Used to think it was a loss now I know it paid off Yeah Got art opportunities I never thought would happen Realized I could make a career out of my pa**ion Asking God to show me all of his plan and Whether that includes these graphics or rapping I'm good Yeah Finally found myself in a different place Cause my life's been saved ever since things changed [Hook: Kevin Hackett] Tryna find my way And make a great escape All these thoughts that k** me They don't see the real me Tryna find my place Live in my pain now Oh don't let me let you down