Adrenaline Mob - Crystal Clear lyrics

I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason But I know it isn't there (Know it isn't there, know it isn't there) And so I struggle with the meaning, despite of all this feelings I know it isn't fair (Know it isn't fair, know it isn't fair) So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I realised that I'm not afraid to love you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? I hear it echoing like thunder Blanketing my memories, of all my yesterdays And still I struggle with the meaning, despite of all this feelings To tell who's to blame So I lay awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I realised how much I really need you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? I'm Standing out here in the rain, feeling like a fool again Stuck in the life I'm leading, feeling like a love life beaten Don't leave me out here in the cold, don't make me walk alone a lonely road So I lay awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's k**ing me I realised how much I really miss you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here?