I Just I Just And I just And I just wanted the crown Coulda drowned myself I'm losing tempers like rounds Keep shooting rebound the sounds I'm making Never getting found Shoulda just gave up Shoulda gave no f**s And I been stuck in the same position Ref is opposition Life is complicated ripping out my vocal cords For composition compensated with hatred in my conversation I'm always angry And I'm always alone People calling my phone like "where you been at?" "Nowhere" Same sap but my soul there When I say rap I mean no fair No fare meaning broke as f** Broke as f** when I open up Nothing left but my soul to clutch And that sofa tough that he sleeping on Wish he had a place to call his own Now he everywhere he over there Metaphor for his crazy (x2) Metaphor for his crazy hair Adolescence dipping Pots to piss in always missing I dont need no f**in' friends Cause I got all these problems clipping Front to back Side to side How I'm feeling stay inside and if you want some f**ing Drama flip the channel please subscribe And I don't know you n***as Never owe you n***as I might become moses n***a Part my heart the coldest figure Rummage through my disposition Taunt myself like hold my mirror See myself like Peter's dose of venom Fold my image like... Function strictly off weeds and a scythe n***as in the dark like we weeds in the night Come pluck Cause we looking for your girl to come fight Come f** I'm just ready for the world turning x2 X2 Repetitious repeating reasons for reaping And sowing i'm hoping to branch Knowing this sh** is grants Who chosen to have the pants Thoughts looser than n***as pants Boosting my ego dancing with satan Come join my mans Rudiments sweating glands Music fruitless toucan I'm quoting couplets with friends i'm colder Come fusion go dance Hold my hoover my dam Is rotten I need a friend But none of that sh** exists in a n***a who gripping pens Like.. Like...