Adonis (Ali Ahmad Said) - Desert lyrics

The cities dissolve, and the earth is a cart loaded with dust Only poetry knows how to pair itself to this space. No road to this house, a siege, and his house is graveyard. From a distance, above his house a perplexed moon dangles from threads of dust. I said: this is the way home, he said: No you can't pa**, and aimed his bullet at me. Very well then, friends and their homes in all of Beirut's are my companions. Road for blood now— Blood about which a boy talked whispered to his friends: nothing remains in the sky now except holes called “stars.” The city's voice was too tender, even the winds would not tune its strings— The city's face beamed like a child arranging his dreams for nightfall bidding the morning to sit beside him on his chair. They found people in bags: a person without a head a person without hands, or tongue a person choked to d**h and the rest had no shapes and no names. —Are you mad? Please don't write about these things. A page in a book bombs mirror themselves inside of it prophecies and dust-proverbs mirror themselves inside of it cloisters mirror themselves inside of it, a carpet made of the alphabet disentangles thread by thread falls on the face of the city, slipping out of the needles of memory. A murderer in the city's air, swimming through its wound— its wound is a fall that trembled to its name—to the hemorrhage of its name and all that surrounds us— houses left their walls behind and I am no longer I. Maybe there will come a time in which you'll accept to live deaf and mute, maybe they'll allow you to mumble: d**h and life resurrection and peace unto you. From the wine of the palms to the quiet of the desert . . . et cetera from a morning that smuggles its own intestines and sleeps on the corpses of the rebels . . . et cetera from streets, to trucks from soldiers, armies . . . et cetera from the shadows of men and women . . . et cetera from bombs hidden in the prayers of monotheists and infidels . . . et cetera from iron that oozes iron and bleeds flesh . . . et cetera from fields that long for wheat, and gra** and working hands . . . et cetera from forts that wall our bodies and heap darkness upon us . . . et cetera from legends of the dead who pronounce life, who steer our life . . . et cetera from talk that is slaughter and slaughter and slitters of throats . . . et cetera from darkness to darkness to darkness I breathe, touch my body, search for myself and for you, and for him, and for the others and I hang my d**h between my face and this hemorrhage of talk . . . et cetera You will see— say his name say you drew his face reach out your hand toward him or smile or say I was happy once or say I was sad once you will see: there is no country there. Murder has changed the city's shape—this stone is a child's head— and this smoke is exhaled from human lungs. Each thing recites its exile . . . a sea of blood—and what do you expect on these mornings except their arteries set to sail into the darkness, into the tidal wave of slaughter? Stay up with her, don't let up— she sits d**h in her embrace and turns over her days tattered sheets of paper. Guard the last pictures of her topography— she is tossing and turning in the sand in an ocean of sparks— on her bodies are the spots of human moans. Seed after seed are cast into our earth— fields feeding on our legends, guard the secret of these bloods. I am talking about a flavor to the seasons and a flash of lightning in the sky. Tower Square—(an engraving whispers its secrets to bombed-out bridges . . . ) Tower Square—(a memory seeks its shape among dust and fire . . . ) Tower Square—(an open desert chosen by winds and vomited . . . by them . . . ) Tower Square—(It's magical to see corpses move/their limbs in one alleyway, and their ghosts in another/and to hear their sighs . . . ) Tower Square—(West and East and gallows are set up— martyrs, commands . . . ) Tower Square—(a throng of caravans: myrrh and gum Arabica and musk and spices that launch the festival . . . ) Tower Square—(let go of time . . . in the name of place) —Corpses or destruction, is this the face of Beirut? —and this a bell, or a scream? —A friend? —You? Welcome. Did you travel? Have you returned? What's new with you? —A neighbor got k**ed . . . / . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . A game / —Your dice are on a streak. —Oh, just a coincidence / . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Layers of darkness and talk dragging more talk.