In a world Take it inside you And break it down You take me so seriously You're afraid of my disfigured painless ways You can't pour blood over my head To cover up how I really bleed Shoot me dead With my sungla**es on f**ing in this worth it fattening l.a. fantasy I got blow But decadence has me Meth and merlot Impressing you as me In this powerless frenzy I'm in the bathroom crushing up valium But in a f**ed up way I remember everything I say In this frozen metaphase Chasing dragons through and aluminum world Of razor blades A skin popped ripping 'Cause I'm in a trash can digging for answers Digging through sh** for a hit in a coked up wet dream Finding nothing, nothing, nothing The circus is back in town and I know where to go Anesthetic overdose Desensitized to my own life With no useful memory I'm resentful fried and out of dope Counting on accidents to get me by Getting high For if there's one thing I can count on It's that I've been crashing Since the day this motherf**er Learned to drive