I don't remember when I didn't do this everyday Woke up in the afternoon, a ritual I'm validating No, man, I don't have a conscience, too short of a life to be cautious This has become so monotonous (Filling me with apathy) I don't even know your name You'll surely fade from memory, something to hold on to when I'm gone A part of me wants you to stay until somethin' better comes along I looked you up and down, you said, "Hello," without a sound I guess you'll do for now, logical and calculating I only want it if it's toxic, don't give a f** what the cost is I've had it all and then lost it (I don't need your sympathy) I don't even know your name You'll surely fade from memory, something to hold on to when I'm gone A part of me wants you to stay until somethin' better comes along (No) I take everything I'm given, can't stand 'cause the room keeps spinnin' This is the life that I'm living (Starts all over again) I take everything I'm given, can't stand 'cause the room keeps spinnin' This is the life that I'm living (Starts all over again) (No) You'll surely fade from memory, something to hold on to when I'm gone A part of me wants you to stay until somethin' better comes along It can't be wrong, it's coming on way too strong (Until somethin' better comes along) It can't be wrong (It won't be wrong) It's coming on way too strong (Until somethin' better comes along)