Adam - 2016 lyrics

My lows are lower than my bmi Why? Because I just feel like no one can relate There's a girl I really wanna date I blew that chance might not even make it to a date 28th, june, birthday, in the worst way, no one contacts Only thing i have is a disease that i contract Not physically but mentally from my father My mother cares but i feel like its better if she don't bother My girl is great why do i want another? Nothing can satisfy me except maybe if i had a daughter Never wore protection always said its cause i can't cum But the truth is it wasn't cause my dicks numb Its because i thought a kid would give me freedom From this mind that I'm trapped in Responsibility might turn me to a humin But ill forever be this way, bmi going south I wanna move to colder place Instrumental break Weigh about 110, 50kg if you in metric No longer have a crew that i can rep with Rip to norman you meant a lot to me and rip to josh At least you both finally free Sometimes i wanna join you both, but I'm scared But if i keep losing weight ill be there sooner than later Or in ICU eating fluids from a tube with a ventilator Its not an eating disorder but a disorder of my eating And writing this is kinda therapeutic If my girl saw this it'd be life ruining Knowing that i want to date another girl But before we were together jess was above it all And you knew that f** it, screw that She was just a girl i had a crush on You stuck with me even through this rough storm Would jess do that? i dunno, i doubt it So why the f** do i spend every day thinking about it