15 minutes gone, lost myself again I'm thinking negatives, forgetting all my friends Scared of where I'm going, hating where I've been Wishing I could be in someone else's skin Dreams are going great but then I spring awake If I can leave my room, I might make it through the day I need a new routine, I need something to say I need to show myself an unfamiliar face It's hard to train a train of thought that goes to places you don't wanna see again Too many things to criticize. Somebody let me know I'm overthinking It's hard to find some peace of mind when you're at war with who you are and who you've been I've run it through a million times. I'm too convinced I'm not just overthinking "Don't you ever change" is too common a phrase That friends and family give out without delay I need to shift my sails, face the other way I'm tired of living life like its a losing game Maybe I need a drive under the moon all alone Maybe I'll clear my head all the way 'til I get home But when the sun peaks through I know what he will say "You shouldn't let the stars steal away your days" It's hard to train a train of thought that goes to places you don't wanna see again Too many things to criticize. Somebody let me know I'm overthinking It's hard to find some peace of mind when you're at war with who you are and who you've been Cause I've run it through a million times. I'm so convinced I'm not just overthinking No, I'm not just overthinking... It's hard to train a train of thought Too many things to criticize It's hard to find some peace of mind I've run it through a million times