Adam Silvani - Used To Losing It All lyrics

{Verse 1} Why'd you have to ruin me on my stairway to heaven? Back in the day I’d been a band-aid, but turned into grenad-o {Pre-Chorus} You got me all activated, charged up, and I want it all to blow up You made me nuclear How dare you take me to the damn top Of your world to brutally drop me Hey, that's a hold up That's a hold up, bae, that’s a hold up {Chorus} Baby, you robbed me of my smile, threw under the bus Gonna make a big fuss If that's what you wanted, babe See me acting juvenile Wholeheartedly lie that it's high time to kiss you goodbye You gotta pack and leave in just 1-2 As fast as you made me want you Spat, did not even chew I got so used to losing it all Take your sh*t in just 1-2 As fast as you made me want you Spit, do not even chew Got so used to losing it all {Verse 2} Poison ivy seeds you planted, touching me, were waiting For the right time when you'd want to have me suffocated {Pre-Chorus 2} You're charming doom glaciated inside I religiously glorified you, my chevalier How dare you take me to the damn top Of your world to brutally drop me Hey, that's a hold up That's a hold up, bae, that's a hold up {Chorus} Baby, you robbed me of my smile, threw under the bus Gonna make a big fuss If that’s what you wanted, babe See me acting juvenile Wholeheartedly lie that it’s high time to kiss you goodbye You gotta pack and leave in just 1-2 As fast as you made me want you Spat, did not even chew I got so used to losing it all Take your sh*t in just 1-2 As fast as you made me want you Spit, do not even chew Got so used to losing it all {Bridge} Let's talk about how I’m bored of saying that I've been hurt I pour that whiskey inside, till vocal cords are burned So a beauty in a long black coat talking ‘bout why he leaves It was a few days ago, but blood on my wounds ain't getting congealed You turned into a battlefield all the magic we gave off All the love we had and lost Do not be dancing with the ghosts in my closet Don't stay there, stop haunting me, fly a kite, boy What’s the holdup? What's the holdup, bae, what's the holdup? {Outro} You needed love and tranquility You got my insanity I'm burning that bridge You're water right under it, boy