[Verse 1] If you took a picture of me, you Would never get what you see, who Knew that faking a smile Would take me for miles They'll ask you what's on your mind Only if you're doing fine Nobody wants to be Friends with misery, no Find me sitting on the edge of logical and insane Every other day Positive you never came to have me feel this way [Chorus] But what if I fake Act like I'm okay What would they say Maybe then they'd want to Play I know you have your plans That are way better than mine I can catch what you throw And be out of control tonight [Verse 2] I hope I don't sound ungrateful They say never to complain But ignoring this this thing won't make it go away This negativity won't leave And happiness never stays But I'm interested In what you have to say Find me sitting on the end of logical and insane Positive you never came to have me feel this way [Chorus] But what if I fake Act like I'm okay What would they say Maybe then they'd want to Play I know you have your plans That are way better than mine I can catch what you throw And be out of control tonight [Bridge] And it gets scary When it gets late, and my mind up Can't sleep Feeling so weary Anxiety eats me alive No one come near me Cause I anticipate Feelings I try to avoid The fear that I make, No I don't wanna go back I felt so low Running from that relapse I know, I know But this feeling of hopelessness is so strong I just wanna be over this Help me God [Chorus] But what if I fake Act like I'm okay What would they say Maybe then they'd want to Play I know you have your plans That are way better than mine I can catch what you throw And be out of control tonight