Adam Linder - Irony, Illiteracy, And Indifference lyrics

Sometimes it gets freezing That's the irony in summertime The temperature's been dropping since you left I swear, the weatherman is in on it He tells me that I should be warm So I turn this cold I feel Into my sad excuse for an art form So pardon me My ideology And my despondency for now I'm like a car whose battery has been run down I'm stuck in neutral, so push me up this hill I can't make the rest of the way on my own Because I'm never going home I'll take a dive off the highest jump I can Just so I can feel alive again Just so I'm not feeling dead And I'll do 90 down a residential street Just to see if I can still feel anything Can I still feel anything? You had finally taught me to read But the books here are written in another language That I can't decipher for my life And my friends like books Cast me dirty looks From their place upon their shelf Disapproving of how I spend my time Just worrying about myself So pardon me My anxiety And my tendency to disagree I've been one big cliché the past couple months I haven't lived the way I should I've been worrying too much about myself But that's not what life's about I used to think that I'd Rather walk out of my life Than walk out of my house day after day And while I'm not going to deny That I still feel like that from time to time Recently it's easier to say I've been okay