Adam Green - Boss Inside lyrics

How do you find the guy around here I've already sped through a year I've already tried all the campus bars at night And even cried alone at the diner Somewhere there's a prince and he likes to strike me down I know I'm not the reason I'm just the one he found And all these other cowards, they're not hard to boss around You just get them in your arms and you hold them till they drown I walked back to the cottage with no hand around my wrist When I heard the sound of vodka bottles breaking I went out to the clearing, he was standing with a fist But I couldn't see the face that he was making He said make me some dinner I said "I thought you'd never ask" He was standing in my kitchen I was filling up his gla** He finally started screaming and pointing to the bed He wanted me to k** him but I took his life instead Ugly moments strung together and the poor guy Couldn't even find his temper And he could no longer make me cry I guess the boss inside of him died