Adam Brand - Wondering lyrics

I'm gonna ask that girl In the corner of the room If she wants to dance Gonna take a chance On that pretty little thing Even if she turns around And tells me no I ain't gonna go wondering I'm gonna call my boss And take time off go on that trip If he says no then I'll just quit I may get lost and wind up broke But I don't mind At least I won't die wondering I just made my decision Maybe wrong it maybe right I'm tired of giving everybody else All of my time I don't wanna wake up one day Countin' chances that I missed Wishin I'd have done The things I never did So watch me try I ain't gonna die wondering I'm gonna buy myself a piece of Heaven here on earth Take some seeds, put em in the dirt Gonna give it all I got to give But if they don't grow at least I won't go Wondering