Adam Ackerman - Nick Kwas Christmas Party lyrics

I spend a lot of time above water In fact, I spend most of my time in my room Lately that's made me wonder If I've given up on trying to be someone new Because I don't like who I see Each morning when I look in the mirror In fact it's the only thing I fear That I'm empty inside these bones I'm not scared of ghosts I embrace them all as friends Because one day I'll be dead And they will know my name So I've been counting down my life Existing in hours To see what I have left If I see 25, i'll be surprised If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you And bury them alive, bury them alive If I see 44, well I haven't thought that far