Adaliah - Transitions lyrics

Why do I keep it in mind? To keep you there in spite of your absence Damned, with unsettling agony No matter what’s in front of me I can’t shake this off for the life of me Is there any way to just forget? You should know by now that this never f**ing ends It swallows me whole, my body and soul Cold and alone, my hearts turned to stone Moving forward has never meant so much to me I put my heart and soul into everything you ever wanted me to be I guess I’m just not good enough for you this time You spit in my face, you left me behind But I still keep you in mind (I still keep you) I’m chasing your flame A flame that went out long ago… But I still follow the smoke I still follow your smoke. Possessive compulsive, I cling to every thought This guilt has turned me into something that I’m not (I’m never coming back) Intrusive to every corner of my life, I’ll find myself in due time Cold and alone, it swallows me whole Cold and alone, my hearts turned to stone It just swallows me whole This red wall is the only thing that can relate Sick of trying, sick and tired of holding onto this hate For every memory washed down with a bitter aftertaste You think of happy endings while you’re cursing me to waste But you leave me with the opposite to choke on for the taste This disease will be the d**h of me f** this negativity that clings onto every part of me You will never really know what it’s like It’s not the same, when there’s no one to blame but yourself It’s a shame but I’m just another wolf with hunger pangs Cold and alone, it swallows me whole Cold and alone, my hearts turned to stone