Ad Vitam Aeternam - Phoney Icons lyrics

Lost moments blown away... They are wounds time cannot heal. I looked at you as a friend, I looked at you as a guide, I wanted to be perfect, perfect as a child. I looked at you as a friend, I looked at you as a guide, I just wanted to be perfect, but all your trusted were phoney icons. All I ever felt, I never could forgive. All I ever dreamt was far out of reach. I never thought it would come out to this. I never thought you'd reject me like this. I looked deep inside your mind, I saw the pain you tried to hide, well, your look was so pathetic to me. I looked deep inside your mind I saw the pain you tried to hide, then I saw you lying as screwed as me. Now it's too late. All I ever wanted, a little peace of mind. All I ever trusted are things I left behind. I never thought it could turn out like this, I never thought it would get sour like this. Cause I'm hooked too. Your heart turned to stone, it makes me sick to hear that all we felt was crap! Do you see what I am at? I love you best but you played in with me. Why did you throw the Jack of Hearts away? I can't make it anymore and I feel hopelessly weighed down by your eyes of steel. You know, there are wounds time can't heal. You slipped away, your world is not mine! Recurring memories emerge with the fear of darkness, a cool breeze down my spine. Lost moments blown away, let there be a sad mood! Phoney icons are just synonymous with love, hate, d**h and freedom...