Acrostichon - Scarred lyrics

Voices inside Keep on twisting my thoughts things that are rationally right sre crooked to me but I make it work my way the thoughts inside are painfully and cruel but they are a fuel so strong that it makes my life go wrong I seek their pain to ease my mind it makes pain in my head seem less bright and brings me closer to delight I feel my past getting control over me when will I be freed from this misery when my mind let me be it seems that no body understands the pain that's in my head it's only eased by d**h it's the only way to live it seems that no body understands that chaos in my life it's hurting me so much I want to hurt somebody else a memory of burning flesh is the deepest thought for me the shadows keep hurting me it's blackening all of this