Acrostichon - Guilt lyrics

[music & lyrics by jos] guilt is growing in my head building on a painful past distorting all i think and see my mask is your reality innosense on it's own among the tempting forces i'd so much like to fit in but i'm a victim of society [chorus] our depreciated world one big chicken house filled with selfishness is growing worse hypnotized, then wide awake i had to shift the blame to me then sliding into a sickening pit of beastial pleasure performed my fear and fantasy forgot about reality acted compulsive, non-intentionally bear the truth deep in me [chorus] unstoppable, on the first impulse desperate, the only way to forget immediate, relief, social isolation bitterness, the price of control [repeat] now living with the burden in my callous brain reliving this certain crime each day my punishment is here to stay [chorus]