Across The Sun - Belay My Judgement lyrics

It seems a lifetime Since feeling alive like once before Determining I will forever suffer Condemned to walk the earth Devoid of that which matters most Undeserving of the warmth of another Release me now, cannot relive this nightmare Free me of this hell, believe me now Will not conform to evil, belay my torment Past indiscretions have unleashed Affliction bearing down Greatly deafened any sense of comfort As time progresses The terms of struggle have been accepted Reversed the remnants of my invocations Let them go, be no more Moving onward, leaving the past to memory With open arms I hold on to the moment Building something to live for May it not be in vain