Acoustic Torment - Belated Perception lyrics

My life on earth is over I died a sudden d**h I didn't care about JESUS I am sorry to confess I don't know where I am It could be hell I guess Should this be the terminal For all the deceased godless? A grieving darkness surrounds me Fearsome screams get through my core Tearing the intolerable silence Satan I have to adore I want to loose my sense I want to die But I am dead JESUS is no lie His existence is reality And who believes in Him Is blessed in all eternity Now I know that Now it is too late Now that I am dead I know there is no fate But an almighty GOD who has all under control If I only had a second chance I would live a different life A life in CHRIST If only somebody could hear me I would shout out loud 'Alive is CHRIST' And the reward for those Who live without Him Is worse than d**h It is eternal loneliness Eternal agony is my future Tortured an godforsaken forever Will I turn back ever? Never