Acédia - My Cold Sadness lyrics

I have no courage on this road I'm so lonely by thy grave Since you lay down on green earth How can we tell him? She died... He is coming... No!" Why is that, thy crystalline eyes look so empty You are behind shadows My despair awaits thy crying dream Our secrets smell sorrow I will not change my fate i know in this cold lands Everything is lost... everything is despaired Life is over... sunset is so far... My mind asks questions which has lost reason Winds cover thy captured silence with impatience My cold sadness roams around my broken heart through grief-loaded whisperings For whom i might pray for one last time Who can mourn again for you one last time Who might burn again one more time for my starving soul My hopeless,pain-smelled waiting shouldn't end Before fire conquers my broken soul.