Ace Barcelon - Mistakes lyrics

I've been letting out mistakes For all of you to hate When 'm not okay Will all of you still be around? When I'm lost The white and brown i bought When my medicine arrives I feel very alive inside It's not okay To always be in pain When you're OD'ing who's gonna be by your side? It's all you buy And we're shooting all the time And your friends will start to change And your not really the same You're not really the same I've been searchin' and i've been wondering