Life in my vessels twinging through my veins existing on my capillaries brings excruciating pain gnawing through joints devouring cartilage animated cadaver walking carca** brain resumes normal thought while it breeds in my system being dead and yet alive rigormortis coma like condition this body moves without me locks me in my mind what is it inside me strangulates circulates wont unbind pus is seeping with my blood from inside oozing and spraying its pouring from my eyes nerve contractions neurons jolt my anguished mind the way to k** it I cant f**ing find I live on in uncontrol with my dreaded unknown cannot scream or yell my tongue is in my throat gagging and hacking I sit in state of confusion a dire need to escape from the waiting for the end