Acapela Diatum - Smile for Now lyrics

[Intro] 1, 2, 3, 4 Will I get what's comin' to me, yeah Will I get what's comin' to me, yeah (Smile on for now) Will I get what's comin' to me I don't know [Verse 1] All I know is she really needs confidence But she really hates compliments And really that's common sense She plans to fade into the crowd like she doesn't exist She didn't talk much, it felt like nobody cared Her mama was a nut, her daddy wasn't there I remember how long it took to grow out her hair Then she cut it all off one night with the shears Lipstick was black, eyebrow was pierced Skippin' homeroom cla** with a smoke under the stairs She got held back twice, but doesn't really care And when you look into her eyes sometimes, nobody's there Went to a party, had a couple beers Gave it to a random and bathed in all her tears Used to be a happy girl, so sincere And somethin', changed when she looked into the mirror Ain't gonna say her name cause it's not cool now But you probably heard it from the way around She was, easy to come by, but, never to keep Her heart was unobtainable, always outta reach We spend a few nights and she taught me somethings But always in the morning, I had to leave I had a thing for her, it was a fantasy We still kicked it even though it wasn't meant to be And one night, she said something I couldn't believe We were talking for a minute, then she turned to me And said her mama was a junkie when she didn't have money She made her use her body And yo that's probably Why she mess with whiskey and cain Cause really deep inside she just trynna numb the pain And everybody judgin' they just don't understand She 'bout to run away soon, as fast as she can 1, 2, 3, 4 [Hook] Smile on for now, in this moment till were through Some things changed, I know it's not right but what else can I do Smile on for now, in this moment till the day is night Sitting here I know is not right but what else can I do [Bridge] And we all ready to take the fall Cause we all just, trynna break through the wall We never fit in, we walked 'fore we could crawl Now we all just trynna break through the wall Now will I get what's comin' to me, yeah Will I get what's comin' to me, yeah Will I get what's comin' to me (1, 2, 3, 4) [Verse 2] Don't judge a book by its cover, never a tree from it's bark Not a man from his clothing, cause you don't know his heart She said the problem with the world is we were driftin apart From our humanity, see she was wise from the start But she embraced all of the pain, and she changed and it's hard for me to not get specific But she was acting bizarre I could tell she was done, we hadn't talked in a month Disappeared from her house, and not a clue she had gone Heard the rumors of course Told myself they were wrong Heard she was hard on them needles That she gave up on them bongs That they did nothin' for her and her addiction was strong She was known around town for being shady and fun You could hit it pretty quick if you had money for rum Get her drunk, might get your hand up under her sweater Pay for it then you may get somethin' even better Don't let me tell you what the substance would do I don't believe it myself, how could you handle the truth I saw her and I almost didn't notice at first She was skinnier and pale and she clung to her purse Had a cough that wouldn't leave and a creepy whisper She was talkin' to herself and that made me sure She had lost all of her sense and it was straight up awkward I saw the bruises on her arms, the rips in her gown Lines hardened in her face so you could always see her frown She could drink with the best of them Shoot up with the rest of them Daddy's little girl growin' up, here's another one And one night, someone slipped somethin' up in her drink And she woke up with HIV And now the world is really lookin' so bleak And now she really has a reason to freak And she still hasn't spoken to me She probably trynna work it out and make herself numb comfortably And I don't think she ever gunna stop runnin' b Climbed to the top of her apartment the other week Looked over the edge And she dreamt about falling Felt the world burning while staring down at the bottom This wasn't a phase, she didn't think like this often Took a step on the ledge Conetmplating resolve and There's nothing that I could have done then Just another lost soul, just another changed friend 1, 2, 3, 4 [Hook] [Bridge] [Outro] Smile on for now, in this moment till were through Some things changed, I know it's not right but what else can I do