AC Lane - Unnecessary Evils lyrics

[Intro: AC Lane] If only you knew If only you knew [Verse: AC Lane] If only you knew what I've been thinking In my pool of thoughts, might fall off in the deep end This rap sh** is like a dream, I just pray that I sleep in Truth of the matter that it's hard when your dreams end And you wake up, life still going on Try to stick to the pa**ion, but life still going on I'd be ducked up secluded, elusive But truth is, gotta make sure everything's good with Mom And the family, and bro is still proper I could try to heal the wounds, should've schooled to be a doctor But things change, it's too late for that now Ask me what it's like to have your whole world crash down I feel like kanye, begging for a spaceship To takeoff these raps and get them out of the basement But I know that's far fetched, I don't need the cars, jets I know what I really need isn't in the cards yet Recognition, for what I presented Rapped since 13 and now I begin to resent it Because I used to view this sh** as therapy Now I think it's one of the reasons why I should be sitting in therapy Went from a stress reliever to applying the pressure But when you follow your dreams gotta ride with the extras But when you receive the negatives and the positives are absent It's hard to continue on even though you've got all of the talent And put it in all the practice,and you ain't still get drafted I mean might throw this track away, I'm just rough drafting I mean I might as well get rid of it, it's just me venting But my bro slim would say that this the Lane that we been missing But have you ever felt so close to tappin out? Like you're trying to fight your demons but you're so close to blacking out? Me right now, I've got a queen right now Held me down so long that she deserves a ring right now But we, often argue, then other women talk to Me, and maybe I should do my thing right now She could leave at any minute, and the time be wasted So you need to go get in somebody's jeans right now What if after being faithful, she tells you it's over Spoken word from the devil that's on top of my shoulder But the angels keep my mind on track Saying you got a good girl so nevermind all that But back to the music I don't want to see the crew break Sometimes it feels like some of them are too fake COA I created the movement But sometimes it feels like COA ain't f**ing with the music Ironic I know, just being honest, I know I ain't losing my mind I'm on top of my toes And I always stayed on top of my flows Thought we could eat together, but they got it to go Oh word,and that's not Slim or Jake Twice End of the night, gotta make sure that I ate right They know I'd put the team up on my back though They know, they don't even gotta ask bro They know, that I got the most heart in it They know, I'm the reason why we started it And that's why I'm the leader of the team But it's hard if we ain't all seeing the dream I rap, engineer, and do my videos Promote, but I wouldn't mind help from the city though I can't do it all on my own Ain't just another rapper, I prove that with my songs Trying to get right, I prove that with my wrongs And, lately I've been feeling out of my zone And, me against the world I'll combat them alone So I, removed a lot of contacts out of my phone [Hook: AC Lane] Gotta remove unnecessary people That's a necessary evil Some people they gotta live illegal That's a necessary evil Sometimes there's no one to speak to That's a necessary evil Sometimes you gotta give up your dreams too That's an unnecessary evil