Abyssic Hate - Despondency lyrics

My visions are all clouded I see nothing but red This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state Why do I remain here to weaken through the years? I am so confused - my soul dies all the while I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life" A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain In this emotional state I suffer from despondency Violent and murderous thoughts Form deep inside my mind Dwelling on these sights to the point where I'm insane Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die? I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice Your fears of d**h are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak" Released from the grip of life's burdening chains My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain With d**h I'll grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With d**h I'll leave this weakened earth To become at one with the night With d**h I'll grow in strength and might Fading away without remorse With d**h I'll leave this weakened earth I am at one with the night