Adam fell into a deep dream. But no one ever told that he has woken up. That he has woken up I haven't heard. The time is up. I'm growing old. My cellstructures decompose. But finally I wake up. Tears are running down my face. that's a dream. Now I understand. It's a neverending game in a neverending dreamtime. I´ve had enough. it makes a fool of me. My dream - goodbye. homecoming of the Self. Holographic time I wipe it away. The space around me fades away. Homecoming of the Self. A shot. a pain in my stomach. shedding my blood. Life's going through my mind. It hurts. no clear thoughts. I won't survive. Looking at the bloody knife. The time is up. I have to die. Fear, panic, than a cry. But finally I wake up.