Absurd Conflict - Daddy's Love lyrics

Fear and pain - Pain and fear There's nothing else I feel... Why? Daddy why? You used to tell me how much you loved me you used to stroke my hair and cheeks we used to laugh and play together... and now... Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? Perversity, deviation Sadism and s**ual aggression A poor child's soul is desolate In the utmost corner of mind Childish trust and innocence recklessly trodden in dust The most brutal and sadistic display of parental feelings Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me! I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!" Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me! I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop! Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? You used to say you loved me you used to stroke my hair and cheeks we used to laugh and play together... and now... Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh