[Verse 1] Reflections on my life, tryna disrupt evil Scanning all my papers, in case they are not legal I'm wining down my gla**, to let the cops see through If what you sow is what you reap, I guess I'm a blunt needle I don't have to do dancehall to get a hot single If you can't connect with hip hop, you're getting a wrong signal There's more than a million reasons I don't trust people They go dey shine teeth for your front like boy wey touch nipple But for your back omo mehn, they got a knife and a gun They backstab you in your front, shoot your wife and your son Haters praying that I won't blow, my homies still expect more But guy, this ain't the kinda life that I prepared for I tried to capture a benefactor, that's all I asked for I haven't even got a record label or a sponsor So I bought a bucket of green paint, to create greener pastures Along with a pocket of faith and confidence of a pastor I have seen negros turn away from other negroes If everyone wants to be saved, who go come be the hero So im here thinking of either coffee or cappuccino Cos recently, Origin just turned my alcohol to zero I'm tryna run a race of racists, without any athletes A black man does the farming, but the white controls the harvests These guys claiming soft are the people living the hardest Our government no gree give us change like conductor wey heartless Don't forget about the artistes when they falling like a blessing The reverend knew my revenue, I made a few confessions The industry was destroyed before the real demolition Who will rescue the streets if reminisce is still reminiscing Gee, I wanna lead and leave my legacy and be apparently the king of my regime And chill immediately I k** other emcees, I've sinned but to the streets I'm needed like protein [Verse 2] I have seen artistes turn gay and busting a**es I be like Hold up, what? and they think I am talking traffic I have seen girls turn their hair into expressions The freedom we desired turned fraud after elections You see me smile, you think I'm happy, who am I deceiving? I'm believing that I am the light, so darkness is forbidden My parent's don't even know the frustration I'm living in Me, sadness, oh damn, 2 great synonyms Black brain boy with white skin advantage I need a standing ovation like Olamide and Savage And a bottle of Pepsi, let's see the percentage of emcees that are dope but still living on the average Maybe I should just tattoo my face and pierce my nose Smoke a lot of weed like Bob Marley so my dreads might grow Maybe I should model, act movies Quit music Hit the gym and bleach my skin till you can see through it I hope when I'm gone, y'all will sing about me Y'all will say I was the best, and you gotta say it proudly I only got a few shirts and a couple of dirty jeans But I still believe in God, I've been born again since seventeen You gotta Keep your head up Ogbeni and rearrange your goals 5 chains on your neck, why do you enslave your souls? Never give up your destiny in exchange for gold Cos every rapper claiming king now, like its a game of thrones Rest In Peace Clinton, I lost my n***a to cancer But I still believe Jesus is the answer I hear about Earthquakes and floods, racism, and bomb blasts and all that but I'm still the real disaster And I just hope MI Abaga will like this Or I'll jump off the Lekki bridge, tryna find peace My past relationships, oh damn it never worked If love is in the air, I'll hold my breath, till my belly bursts [Interlude] And I hope you'll like this, I'm still tryna find peace I don't know why I've been living my life, but I'm tired of living like this I'm tired of everything that I've seen, I'm tired of everything that I've been I'm reflecting on my life, I'm tryna leave this earth [Skit] (Malcolm X) Who taught you to hate yourself, from the top of your head, to the sole of your feet? Who taught you to hate your own kind? Who taught you to hate the race to which you belong to? So much more that you don't wanna be seen around each other? [Outro] Hey Hip hop, I'm very sorry mehn But I have to go wack for me to get this money mehn And I promise to come back very soon mehn But for now, I'm going commercial on every tune Kiiing!!