Abstract (Rapper) - Scars lyrics

[Hook: RoZe] You clench your fist, she gives you a hug Tell you she loves you, but you've been drinking too much But you don't quit, instead you'd rather fuss And take it to the point to where she can't get up And it makes you feel sick, it breaks your heart Cause you never meant for it to go this far Plus you got a kid who has to live with the scars They can only see you whenever there's bars I need a medic Yeah, I need a medic Give me a medic Yeah, call me a medic [Verse 1: Abstract] She said I ain't seen him laugh in a long time Seems life abandoned him to the wrong side Remember the night they split and we all cried? I think for certain a large part of my heart died They brought me up thinking life was rainbows and sunshine Grew up to find that time proves that they all lied For so long, convinced ourselves we were all fine But the night he came back at 3 AM again was the last time Alcohol consuming his breath Mom said, "Don't you think of taking a step in this house" Told you last time, one more time and you're out, so what now? Is our family worth less to you than a night blacking out? Slammed the door and then she dropped to the floor Tears streaming down her face said, "I can't do it no more" Said, "I tried to be strong for you, keep the family together But it's healthier this way and in the end we'll be better" [Hook: RoZe] You clench your fist, she gives you a hug Tell you she loves you, but you've been drinking too much But you don't quit, instead you'd rather fuss And take it to the point to where she can't get up And it makes you feel sick, it breaks your heart Cause you never meant for it to go this far But you got a kid who has to live with the scars They can only see you whenever there's bars I need a medic Yeah, I need a medic Give me a medic Yeah, call me a medic [Verse 2: Abstract] I said, "Don't you worry. No, that won't be us" She said, "I'd like to know that, but there's not much I trust" It's confusing cause I used to know their love that was And it all went downhill in just a matter of months She said, "You grow up fast when your fantasies die And nothing comes of wishing on the stars in the sky What if it runs in my genes? What if I do it to you? Your heart's been broken before, don't let me be the next bruise" I said, "What if the stars brought us together to bring your fantasies back?" And you're a beautiful soul, why you've been thinking like that? You're not like that, seen it in many of chats You're your own damn person, you are not your Dad He made mistakes and you learned from them I've made my mistakes, you're what I earned from them So we both know what love can be, so lets bring back the fantasies Grab my hand, we're right where were supposed to be [Hook: RoZe] You clench your fist, she gives you a hug Tell you she loves you, but you've been drinking too much But you don't quit, instead you'd rather fuss And take it to the point to where she can't get up And it makes you feel sick, it breaks your heart Cause you never meant for it to go this far But you got a kid who has to live with the scars They can only see you whenever there's bars I need a medic Yeah, I need a medic Give me a medic Yeah, call me a medic