Abscaand - Mockingbird Freestyle lyrics

[Verse 1: Abscaand] I swear this feels like take 1000 because who I am just won't let me freestyle Everything has to be perfect, I guess you could say that I'm a perfectionist, yes This is my debt to homage that's paid, through these 10 songs on this mixtape The last one being Eminem, because he's my greatest influence like I probably said before People deny him his accolades because he lacks melanin in his skin But me, I see past that All I can see is that he can rap and He's the one that's taught me some valuable lessons From being able to deal with anger in a constructive way To being able to rap orange, I mean who does that? He taught me to rap orange with storage and porrage and florence And I could really go on but The purpose of this is for me to be able to test my freestyling sk**s Cause you gotta learn to let go Eminem taught me a valuable lesson and that's "First take, I make mistakes, just keep it" I can't take it, I'm patiently waiting for the day that I'm finally on that big screen Finally fulfilling my dreams and Finally making enough money so that my family can have financial stability But you see, I don't want life to be just be about the "C.R.E.A.M" No disrespect to Wu-Tang, but cash doesn't rule everything around me Because, to me, family is all that matters Even when you fall and go to ashes I'll just remember all the time that's past and I do believe that's why they call it the past tense A man is forever judged by his actions If that's so, I want people to know that I have the purest intentions for this wealth And that I'll never lose my soul to the industry Because they didn't make me, the experiences that I have did That's why I'll never sell out That's why I always have this pride inside of me, I'm Trapt inside of it Like that rock band, I'm "Headstrong" My legacy will live long, even after I'm gone One thing that you have to give me is that you know I don't sound like anybody else in this industry I pride myself on originality Which is part of the reason why I'm impatiently waiting for the day that I finally reach my Peake like Funhaus When I have enough confidence in my lyrical ability For me to be able to just do what I want without fearing what other people might think You see, that's my biggest flaw I want the people to be able to look on in awe As I'm able to just go on and on on this microphone And mabye the people will join along You don't have to worry about me changing up Because I learned from the greatest ever and that's why [Chorus: Abscaand] Now, hush little baby don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright You don't have to be a "Rap God", you just started Development will take us farther, mark my words Following the footsteps of another man will just lead to pain And you'll never be the same again I know because I have tried it And deep inside, it filled me with so much anger, I cannot be Slim Even though I'm not Eminem, I'm still ascending quick I will be Fairburn's finest One day, I will be regarded as an artist Who's intent on making his mark on the game Repping 770 right now 'till I'm underground Rappers in the city can't see him When the time comes that I've made it, I'm "Finally Famous" It'd great if I could spit with Eminem