ABRZY Rahman - XRoads lyrics

[Hook 1] I just feel like I'm at cross roads I just feel like I'm at cross roads See my life is at some cross roads Young boy came along way from Onslow [Verse 1] I just feel like I'm at cross roads Young boy same kid that's from Onslow And now he's got fans from this city right around to Oslo He's tryna figure out what path to follow Also I'm lighting up this Marlboro sh** has got me stressed out choices that I make cannot be wrong tho Cross roads, Wanna be a boss though- real big condo But not at the expense of selling my soul to Diablo All go See I'm facing cross roads Do I be a rapper or just waste my life at a boring job though? I know that the latter will just leave my heart hollow But then again will probably help with costs though Bills n***a- you gotta pay that sh** On the real n***a, you can't escape that sh** All these tough choices- you gotta make that sh** Wish my life was like this beat I'm talking laid back b**h Like hold up, n***a just roll up It just seems like life is getting harder as each day pa**es and as you get older You wanna take it further with these choices and be smarter Cause you wanna end up happy but not broke n***a Most n***as don't think sh** about it and just go for it I know that I'll find the answers if I search my soul for it But I already know that rapping equals happiness But life is such a f**ing gamble Never know what your chances is like wa**up! How will I make cream if I don't hit mainstream? I know life is more rewarding if I go and chase dreams Bills piling, late fees sh** drives me crazy I guess these are the thoughts that I've been over thinking lately [Hook 2] I just feel like we're at cross roads I just feel like we're at cross roads Yeah I think we're all facing cross roads [Verse 2] Yeah we at a pivotal age And I know you realize this ain't a relivable phase In your life, one life you wanna live for the moment And not worry about the future cause your too busy focused On enjoying every second Here's some lessons That I feel ought to mention On this track it has my blessing n***a this is what I tell em' Oooh this is what I tell em' Little bit of introspection Mix it up with this recording session Ever since granny died learnt that life is short though Ever since my cousin pa**ed learnt that life is short though That's why there is no confusion on what path to follow No more crossroads follow what your heart knows! We've all got some dreams but who's really gon' achieve them We've all made mistakes but who's really gon' repeat them We've all got a girl but who's really gon leave them It's f** b**hes chase dreams who really needs them? I'm just tryna navigate Through life and figure out what path to take Chasing dreams versus this boring desk job? It's clear which one I gravitate Towards n***a oh you say of course n***a Happiness and money can't be together- Divorce n***a 21! Okay sh** just got real n***a Wish I could be young again Feeling like a thug again Don't have to be wondering Choices and their outcomes Decisions in the long run, just gotta get on one You can be richer than a b**h but you can't buy tomorrow That's why I go hard hoe Yeah I say richer than a b**h but you can't buy tomorrow You know what the motto Muf** a crossroad!