Abominant - Terror From Within lyrics

Inside my mind looking back at me. the other side the living disease, I Taste the thoughts, I feel the bitter fear. the two of us, myself and I. the Haunting of my world comes creeping down on me, the future is a Wondrous view, the past has been unleashed. with every tick and Grain of sand comes precious father time, I live for dread, I am the final One. chewing, it's gnawing at my words hideous, describing it's Absurd, I pull the strings that disregard belief, I hide behind the things I have seen, who could know that the enemy is me? the sudden change Of all my chemistry and there I wait to walk the steps again, the Burden grows, the lights are turning dim. fiction is now fractured, the Broken violent dreams, across the sky I see myself, my thoughts Dancing with disease, infliction brings me coma and stops my freezing Mind, I wish myself now unborn, I wish myself denied, stepping Through the storm into a borrowed world, I realize I'm failing deeper In the mold, for every witness it eats at me like d**h, for everything I'm scared of lies waiting in my breath, taking chances is not how I Have lived, my soul of life is not punctured and dismissed, I think Aloud that fear does not exist, I fade away and night it comes again, And what is all of this? who's talking to me? are these my only Thoughts? is it only me? inside me there is only one soul or maybe There are more, I picture all the faces off the thousands so to know, Listen, learn, stop!