Abominant - Mask Of Sanity lyrics

I have seen vivid visions Through dreams in the mind's eye Fantasy drives me closer The pa**ion and the lust to murder Watch her cry, see her die I can see the fear in her eyes By my hand I will take her life The craving I have from deep inside The hunger, the pain for their blood I have to k**, it's the only way In the day, I'm a man of society No one knows the monster I am If they only knew the other side of me Smiles would turn to cries And be my victim in the night They will fear my icy grip so bold No more tears, for the dead cry no more Just another day in life tucked away This bloodthirst to k**, my lambs to slay I can feel my mask of sanity slipping In a cold sweat, mind and body become numb Now crying eyes are watching over me They are onto me, nowhere else to go Darker and darker my sins become I taste the blood of filthy who*es In a closet the bodies hang to dust and decay And sometimes I ponder, Am I really insane? Through the streets the chase is on They are coming for me On the run, nowhere to hide, they will find me From exhaustion my sight turns to black Sleep takes me The next day all is fine Was I dreaming?