Abominant - In Mourning lyrics

when we wake in the morning we will see the glorious sun. standing in the rays of life, our day has just begun, the essence of time is ours, precious as every minute goes by. i was a fool to have wasted, the stupidity i called fun. who is to love when the hearts have grown cold. a life can no longer exist. wheres the love? if only heaven would shine on is a heart would be warm. in the night im clinging to my covers in bed. i awake once again with another nightmare. close the door around you. lock yourself from the outside world. an empty heart cant feel love, just loneliness. i wish i would die, theres no peace within me. hurt and anger in my soul. emotionless as feelings are destroyed. only hoping my end will come. how long can i go on? experiencing depression. how long can i go on? there is no other way, to bring peace in my heart, it must all end someday. memories of an haunting dream, so close to losing my reality. tears are running down my face. i look towards the sky, screaming at God in heaven. oh please hear my cries of torment. i close my eyes, feelings distraught, my heart denies. for the one i loved now walks among angels. we shall meet again when the d**h closes my eyes. reunited together as one, happiness of mother and son.