Abatoir - Darkadia lyrics

I've lived in this world for years Still looking for a place Where I won't Blame myself for every sin in my life Maybe in another day I'll escape with you Holding onto a distant memory Of a world that once knew peace Only wounds mar my burnt skin now Why won't this immense pain end? I tried to live in agreement with myself And look what remains of me Only some crumbs and the hope That I can start again... now Crying, Screaming for eternity Losing ground under my feet Feeding Idun by my pain and suffering Only to escape from my path of grief Waiting, hoping for words I know Will not reach my bleeding soul Feeding Idun by my pain and suffering Only to find a path to d**h